I'm working on my 21st mini novel, and the subject throughout it is motherhood and addictions. Addiction from prescription pain pills, heroine, cocaine, and alcohol.
Just a few days before Zinnia was born, I bought a bottle of red wine and had finished the bottle before I had gotten home. I went back and bought three more bottles. Only 1/2 a bottle survived to make it to my house.
I hate myself so much these days.